Hello May!

It's already May 2009, and I'm still a freakin' housebum. WTF. What's happening to me? No calls from the hospitals that I applied. No nothing! I'm losing hope. Really. You wouldn't want to live the life that I have right now. Boring, penniless, career is going nowhere. I bet my cholesterol levels are already rising and clots are already forming in my bloodvessels. I want to work. I don't want to stare in front of my monitor for 12 f*cking hours anymore. I hate everything that's happening in my whole life now. I hate it.